Worried? Surprised? Or Just Plain Honoured?

Assalamualaikum..
Hi guys..

Well last night my former  student called me and I manage to ask her a few question & let her breath for a sec, and ask her why she's been missing me quiet a lot lately and why she's been trying to contact me during the sleep hours.

I was worried, surprised and honoured, 3 feelings in one night when she told me everything. I wonder like how much pressure can a parent give towards a 12 year old kid? I mean I know that during this age parents starts to worry about everything in particular, but that doesn't mean u can ruin a childs dream on having fun and put all the stress on that kid.

Thus this student of mine once got bullied during my class. I've been there and I know that feeling. You know how it feels like to protect someone you love the most but u can't because you're not with them? Yeah that is what i'm feeling now. I know it sucks right? Like this child faces the things that i've faced in the past and some of it, i'm facing it now as well but I guess that's life. May be I can guide her but I can't be there with her to face it.

My principal in life may be different from others but when it comes to seeing people facing the things that i've faced, well that is just ____ heart breaking... I can't let them face it, because it hurts so bad. It's hard to get back up but to learn the meanings of life, you've got to face them no matter u want.

But i'm lucky I guess. Lucky to have this particular child remembering me even though I was only with her for a few months. I've missed teaching and i miss those silly goofy acts that u guys do just to make the class a better place.  I just hope no parents would destroy a childs dream on having fun because that'll ruin them internally.

I may say this now but hopefully God ( Allah ) would ease everything for me when I have my own kid in the future. Aminn..

And concurrent with the things that is happening now, let us pray for the safety of the passengers of MH 370 <3