The transformation journey

Hii
Assalamualaikum ( for all my muslim brother & sister )
Olla amigos to everyone..

I've been missing for a month or so haven't I? So sorry. I was busy with some Eid things ( mini-open house at my place & other open house at my relatives house) . It was crazy because as this Eid I was in Kedah and not in Johor, but it was amazing and fun because i've got to meet my cousins that honestly i haven't met for a long time even though silently I missed Johor so so much.

So how was your Eid? How august treated you for this year? Good? Glad to know. For me, like i said it was  busy as it can get. Yesterday my aunt went back to Johor since they were here for 5 days and in those 5 days my sister and I drove to some places because they wanna go and have an "outing " .

Anyway in accordance to the ' Title' of this post I wanted to tell all of you that i've changed. No worries, its not my personality but my physical appearance. Some of you may know that i've wanted to wear a Hijab for sometime now but I kept on feeling that i'm not ready for it but I AM now. I know it's my fault on not telling you earlier but like I mentioned, I had no time. So to make it up to you, I want to share some of my experience on my journey wearing a Hijab. Hopefully its not gonna be a long one.

----My journey started a week before Ramadhan was over which means it was a week before Eid. Trust me when I say the decision on wanting to wear it was so hard because i know that i have to change my other appearance as well but Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me the strength and His hidayah. He made that feeling much more stronger until I can't hold on to it anymore ( Masha'allah ).

When I started to wear it for the first time..it was again great/fun/interesting..you wanna know why? Because I felt so calm and peaceful ( Masha'allah ) I wasn't thinking of other things after that, I only think 1 thing other than making my dad happy..and it was making The Almighty ( Allah SWT ) happy. And by that I felt so good wearing it. So on that particular day itself, i went out with my best friend/sister Anis and we agreed on bringing me shopping for Hijab. I would not lie but I felt so weird/awkward at first but Alhamdulliah I've got her support on this. A full blast support.

And by than I took a week to let me accept everything that is going on and i've also decided that i would tell everyone after those 1 week because i don't wanna be that kid that doesn't do as what they say. And Alhamdullillah I manage to go through it, with my friend reminded me why i did all this. I wasn't doing to impress any guys, i know i have no one and why should they be impress for what i've done? better of they be interested on me my own-self. So yeah. after i've announced it to everyone..I was blessed and surprised cause they all supported my decisions and this includes my non-muslim friends. You can't ask for more truly cause i've got this amazing people with me and as always Helmi gave me the advice on how i'm gonna face other challenges in the future. ( May God bless them truly )

So yeah so far this is what i've been through and even though I went out for a movie with Ashen and he saw me with a Hijab, he didn't say anything bad, he was supportive over it even though i've told him that I was afraid that he would feel awkward with the new me but he supports it which I'm blessed of having this sort of friendship. Even arvind was supportive and was over the moon after i announced it.

I truly hope that you enjoy reading this post as much as for me enjoying writing them down even though its not that interesting ( or is it? ). Anyway take good care of yourself and Insya'allah i'll post something up soon enough.

p/s: oh and for those who just wore a Hijab. Congratulations and here is a vid that i like to share with you guys. Have a look =)