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It's been a rough start for me and my family for this March and to be honest I don't know how to say this without feeling sad. On the last day of february.. My grand aunt passed away. ( Al-Fatihah ). It was a shocking news to all of us. I don't know what to say other than she went quite early. Why..But as we all muslims know that we can't questioned on why they are the ones that went first since Allah Loves them more than us. If people asked whether I was with her on that day before she left us.. I would say Yes but not beside her .. but during the morning i was.. But who was actually with her was my great grand aunt who is close to her.. I know it's gonna be a rough week & year for all of us. Especially my aunt who usually takes care of her. I respect my other grand aunts who were there on that day to give their last respect to her. Like really, I do respect them.
Anyway. I wonder, who actually replace me last friday when i was gone? I feel guilty towards Helmi & my students cause I couldn't be there for them during those last day of feb & the beginning of March. You wonder why i say this? Well this is because first on the 28th of feb both me & Helmi promised each other that we would spend time together before he continue his semester. Plus it's a few weeks left till I continue mine. And on the first of march I should have been there in class teaching the students but like I said, i can't be there. Family Matters come first and Helmi knows that when it comes to me being all serious and what not . ( talking about this guy , I should call him and check on him since he moved in into a new house for this sem.) Like i said on Twitter I'm blessed to have a friend & a brother like Helmi for 6 years now.
Anyway, enough for now. I need that time to get my hyper-self & positive self back.
Bye guys =)
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