Hold on

Hi Guys..

So finally, I'm that far from SS15. Okay may be i'm over exaggerating a bit. I'm in cheras and it's 30 mins/1 hour drive from cheras to Subang but you can't blame me for saying that i feel pretty far away from that place cause Subang is where my heart lies and where it all begin. To be honest, when I was there for 3 days, my heart was at peace. It's like the only place that i can run from all the problems and stress at home. Subang and the people there made me be the girl that i am now and i'm thankful for that. Like I really am.

197U is where it all started and it's where it all ends. Well it's not really the ending ain't? Anyway, Miss Sue told me that this place have been sold to someone else and i hope the new owner of the place would take care of this place real good cause my heart is there. It's been there since the very beginning i step my foot inside that place. And there is where i met Aida, Faidhi & Leah. We're the family. The happiest crazy family of 4 * smile *. I would never forget that place . I didn't sleep that well enough just because of this. This place means the world to me and the rest. Everyone was there at the right time and we all had fun. We all truly understand each other and Aida & Faidhi was there when I was crying and facing some problems in that place. Stepping out of that apartment wasn't that easy even though it seems like it's that easy. Plus the atmosphere of staying there is not like home or a dorm. It's a normal typical apartment that's full with students and I love it. Really I do.

Okay I don't want to get that emotional with this ' 197U ' issue. Lets continue shall we?. What's next? Oh yah, my last few days there, it's been great even though I wasn't able to see some people. At least I got to spend time with Calvin, Matthew & Alex. Which Alex not that much cause he was a bit busy and I understand that. But it would've been great if we where all there together like we used to. I know I've been pushing myself away from everyone before the exam and I'm thankful that they do understand how tight my schedule was and I do miss all of the memories that we all had together. 

Like for instance, erm the day that we all break fast together. It's like an experience for all of us as muslims , indians and chinese breaking fast together. It was fun. For me , it's like we were all one big family. Then comes the part where we all study together until late at night and some of them would act really silly until i can't hold myself from laughing.Usually Alex would be that person. Like I said in yesterdays post, ' Alex would be Alex', no one can stop that cause we like him like that. Than what else? I know i've been with them since the beginning of 2012. Wow, I am gonna miss them a lot.

Every memory matters i guess. That memories makes things a live again in life and it's a good thing. Never was a bad thing. I know I have a lot of things to say but some how its all not in my mind right now and this sucks. Like really this sucks.. The gang got a bit bigger since i knew nearly all of Calvin & Alex's friends like Amirul ( wait, i knew this guys cause of amirul, Thanks mirul! ) , Iqbal, Redza , Sean & Warren. Warren to me at first looks really scary but turns out his okay. Really he is. His funny and respect girls . Actually all of them do. Ahhh , okay this is making me miss them more. 

Before i forgot, i wanna say thanks to Uncle Maniam for being there when I wanna leave the place. Trust me uncle was so nice on wanting to say goodbye to me when i was putting my stuff in the car. He was actually there talking to uncle suhairi and just wanting to be there when i really leave that place. I think uncle knew i was about to go cause the cleaners told him. Well the cleaners knows how close the uncle is to me . Oh and yes, this is the uncle that i told you guys about. The uncle that calls me as his ' daughter'. He do and i'm really honoured by that,

Anyway, I got to go. but before i wanna leave this post, i wanna say thanks a lot to Calvin for spending most of his time with me for the past 2 days i was there. I don't care whether it was for a moment or what but thank you really. You know me really well.Yes i was about to cry when we hugged saying goodbye but i'm glad that there would be no goodbye's between us in this friendship. Never will i hope. We really do treat each other like siblings and i like that. I like it to stay like that can? Anything just give me a call or text okay?

Love you guys lots <3