" Thanks For Tonight "

Hi guys..
It's 12 : 16 am now and usually at this hour i would be in bed TRYING to sleep..

Actually i just got back from talking on the phone with one of my closest friend back in High School. Her name is Adlina and i call her 'AD' while other people call her 'lin' which for me i like 'AD' better. haha. Okay to be honest i called her for a reason and it's been quite along time i haven't talked to her and apparently tonight is the night where i talked to her like crazy and thank god she knows me well enough to know that, that's me. The 'chatterbox'.

There was one thing that made me call her and that thing, which i think is better for us to keep it among ourselves since its a bit ..herm how should i put it? ahh never mind. Anyway..I didn't kind of expect for the conversation to led to another place but well i just can't help myself from talking..It's been me to whole freaking time ( don't blame me , blame my gender =.=' ) May be yes i was a bit excited but hey we haven't met each other for 2 years and we were both in Cadet Police together. She was there supporting me and she would get excited every single time i talk. Even just now she didn't recognised my voice.

I asked her actually why she didn't recognised my voice and she said now its different and what not and i'm like okay ( weird face * try and imagine it * ). Okay then i told her about my life and how i am now and the most surprising part is that she said that i'm one of those 'shy' student in high school which i think i am not ..may be.. I am a bit quiet when it comes to the people that i'm not close too.

But then she told me that way back in high school people didn't believe me and keep on saying that i can't do it and i can't make it.. And i sort of kinda expected that cause i know they look at me as the kind of kid that 'doesn't know a thing ' and saying a lot of things behind my back and i'm happy to know that she believed in me that time. Thanks Ad. * Oh am i the only one that call u that? no right * * blur a bit *

Knowing the fact that she misses me a lot until she didn't really mind how long we were talking at least she can hear my voice was a bit surprising.. How much do you actually miss me ad? tell me would ya? She never complains when i talk a lot, cause all of my stories sort of made her laugh and i can sense that she is really happy. And knowing that she misses my hugs made me wanna hug her so bad.* Hugs*

You know what was the most touching part? when we both wanted to end the conversation, she said " Wani, thanks for tonight".. Ad you nearly made me cry! it was really touching you know. and you were saying it with the sad + happy kind of voice. Gosh don't cry and i'm sorry if i said anything wrong .. Keep smiling would you?

Okay before i make this into a lengthy post better i stop right here. right now. actually yes. i'm a bit hyper but sleepy.. Oh and Ad.. you should know this.. while i was talking to you. i moved places you know? from my living room to my porch and then from sitting outside on the stairs

Good mornight guys. sorry i'm just over hyperactive.. ~ <3