Today's Date 2/8/2012

Since yesterday i've been doing stuff half conscious and honestly i know what i'm doing but at the same time i can't think of anything else except the random stuff thats in my mind. I told sopna about it and shes a bit worried. Well shes not the only one. because i know i'm worried about my own-self. Okay i just got back from walking far away from here. Okay not that far but still. Herm.. I wonder what triggered this. But to be honest when i'm doing stuff like that, i feel a bit normal afterwards. This is weird isn't it? Then i got a great feeling that i'm having a highly intense emotional depression..wow. I need a hug so bad right now