Nur Awatif

Hey Awatif, Hai hai hai

Heeee i know this is gonna be a sad post cause well, u know me..=D

Anyway. I keep on reading ze comment where u said, you love the part where i say , " We would hug each other like we wouldn't see each other again." 

Well please remember that, that nearly happen 2 years back.. which i can't stand remembering the moment where i found out what happen.. herm really it feels like i lost my truest friend when u lost your memory for that whole one week. And u know i treat u like one kid that time. I rub your cheeks and just entertain you and smile and just feel like hugging u like always, But not having to hug u one for that one week feels like forever babe.. I really feel like a part of me was lost and Nazrin was trying to calm me down.. While u know Syakir bully me making me cry when he says such things like u will be in the hospital for a long time ='(
But then when u whispered in my ears saying that your back.. Well only Allah knows how happy i was..Since that i keep on accompany u after school and wait for your mom to come to pick u up. Remember the time that i forced u to stay with me cause i don't want u to go back home alone and i want to walk u home? heee i miss that la babe.

Every single time i want to walk u home, u won't let me do so cause u know i will walk alone back home which i don't really mind but u mind. Then u were quite sad when u found out that i was bleeding for 3 days from u know what..Gosh i know we are twins ( well we know that since my neighbour thought we're cousins) *proud face* and like i said losing u is not the thing that i want, i was hoping that would happen to me and not u ='(

Anyway take care , i'm not there anymore to look after u..oh and i just realize something when i was doing this blog..i'll tell u as soon as we meet up =D