My heart , my mind and myself lately kept on thinking and talking about one person that really changed my life since the day i met that person. I know i just met this person for as not nearly as one year but that person really influenced me. I know this because i kept on talking, thinking, hoping about him. You might think that i'm being over board or something but i'm not.This is my heart and my emotion talking.
This person is different from all the other guy that i ever met in my whole entire teenage life and i know i am just 18 years old and i have a huge opportunity to meet lots more other guy, but the thing here is i don't want to meet other guy, i don't want to be with other guy because i know i'm deeply in love with this guy. His special in his own way and even though sometimes he doesn't really know what i want but his worth it. I know his a tech geek, comic geek and a game freak but his funny, cute, tall , strong, over protective and his got his own way showing his loving side which sometimes you yourself would be confuse on how he show it, but you know what? I love him so much.
I know i've been saying that word every single day now, because i want him to know that i love him so very much. I know you won't stand a guy who over protects you but i can stand it because i know his doing all that because he loves me very dearly or not he won't do it if he didn't. Thus, i know that i need all that because sometimes i don't really know what i really want and i don't really know what i'm heading through in my life with all the challenges that we're facing every single day. I also know that i suck in writing sweet words or sentence or sweet essays about my loved one and it's not because i don't love them, it's just that it's hard to write something about the person we loved the most because there's a lot to talk about.
I never told you on how i met this guy right. Well i met him in college and his my class rep. At first i thought that he won't hang out with my friends because his one of the 'cool kids' but i was wrong, he did hang out with us since my dearest friend alia invite him to have lunch with us that day and his been hanging out with us since then. For me at that time, i only saw a guy that really loves to take responsibility and a guy who love his Mac so much. I always remember this one day when i was correcting his tuxedo in the class room and my heart all of the sudden says that i'm doing this just like i'm his wife and my heart was all mushy mushy and such. I know at that time i was with Zul and i felt bad about it but i realise that i love him and i need him when i we were starting to get closer. Since then, i love him very much and i hope he can make me love him every single day and i hope i can make him love me every single day.
I haven't tell you who's the guy i'm talking about right. Okay the guy is Tan Yen Tzer, and i know i have been talking a lot about him but this is the first time i tell you how i feel about him and such. And yes Yen Tzer dear, this post is for you. I have been thinking to do this thing today and i have to do it because i have the idea what to say and such. I love you very much and sorry i only have time to write this much at this moment. Hope you like it.
Dear reader's, i hope you don't get bored reading this blog of mine because this blog shows who i am as a person and i am this sort of person. A person who is truly likes to talk through her emotions. I love you guys deeply also.
I know i've been saying that word every single day now, because i want him to know that i love him so very much. I know you won't stand a guy who over protects you but i can stand it because i know his doing all that because he loves me very dearly or not he won't do it if he didn't. Thus, i know that i need all that because sometimes i don't really know what i really want and i don't really know what i'm heading through in my life with all the challenges that we're facing every single day. I also know that i suck in writing sweet words or sentence or sweet essays about my loved one and it's not because i don't love them, it's just that it's hard to write something about the person we loved the most because there's a lot to talk about.
I never told you on how i met this guy right. Well i met him in college and his my class rep. At first i thought that he won't hang out with my friends because his one of the 'cool kids' but i was wrong, he did hang out with us since my dearest friend alia invite him to have lunch with us that day and his been hanging out with us since then. For me at that time, i only saw a guy that really loves to take responsibility and a guy who love his Mac so much. I always remember this one day when i was correcting his tuxedo in the class room and my heart all of the sudden says that i'm doing this just like i'm his wife and my heart was all mushy mushy and such. I know at that time i was with Zul and i felt bad about it but i realise that i love him and i need him when i we were starting to get closer. Since then, i love him very much and i hope he can make me love him every single day and i hope i can make him love me every single day.
I haven't tell you who's the guy i'm talking about right. Okay the guy is Tan Yen Tzer, and i know i have been talking a lot about him but this is the first time i tell you how i feel about him and such. And yes Yen Tzer dear, this post is for you. I have been thinking to do this thing today and i have to do it because i have the idea what to say and such. I love you very much and sorry i only have time to write this much at this moment. Hope you like it.
Dear reader's, i hope you don't get bored reading this blog of mine because this blog shows who i am as a person and i am this sort of person. A person who is truly likes to talk through her emotions. I love you guys deeply also.
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