Friends best advice

It's morning people.

You know this morning, i was thinking some stuff like what i want and what can i do. Can i actually survived with all this that's happening right now? Then i called my best friend just to pour out all the things that's in my heart and my friend told me one story. A story about one girl which my friend known for nearly two years. My friend said that the girl was a strong, confident, and know what she wanted to do with her self. She can focus so well but sometimes she feel unsecure when there is other people with her, she feels like she's not good enough for the world but she can actually live her life alone without no one actually care about her because she has been living her life with so many people bullying her and teases her non-stop. Her life was miserable as hell and she can still continue her life without no boundaries. Thus, she can actually manage herself so well and she can focus in so many ways but the weird thing is that my friend said that the girl can do anything because when she was a lonely girl, she can still find away to be there for her friends.

When my friend said that, the girl was me. I was blown away. Then my friend continued the story by saying that the girl doesn't need anyone to help her, she doesn't need any support from other people because she can support herself without anyone knowing it and she will cure her own depression in her own way. My friend then said that everyone misses that girl.

I realized lately I am kind of a bitchy girl. Like bitchy bitchy so, i decided to find that girl back. It needs time even though its hard. So Chaiyok Syaz! Hope You Dear Readers support me with what i'm doing =)