Let me embrace you
With all my heart.
Let me kiss you,
Like you're forever mine.
Let me be with you,
Till the end of time.
Let me love you,
With all my heart.
Because you're
Forever mine
Copyright
manglishlife
Tuesday, January 13, 2015
Let Me
Let me embrace you
With all my heart.
Let me kiss you,
Like you're forever mine.
Let me be with you,
Till the end of time.
Let me love you,
With all my heart.
Because you're
Forever mine
Copyright
Tuesday, December 30, 2014
What I've Learned (2014)
Manglishlife realise that she learned a lot about herself throughout 2014.
Lets see what it is:-
i) Hijab = Free Hair
You might be curious on why I say this but I guess some hijabsters would understand. Everyone thinks wearing a Hijab is something that is simple because you don't have to worry about how our hair looks if we go outside but actually what they do not know is that we have to look presentable when we wear our hijab. Its like when you have a bad hair day, for us its like a BAD hijab day. For real I face this a lot this year and that is because I'm still new in this hijab things plus I'm the kind of person that likes to present things in the simplest way possible.
ii) Loving Animals
This does not include cockroaches or any bugs that is scary and DOGs, What I meant when i say this, I use to be scared of cats ( yes those cuddly little things ) because I don't know - may be it gave me some shock back when I was a little kid but what I do know I hate cats and am afraid of them.
BUT this year my sister decides that she wants a cat and our dad agrees with the idea.and wwoooaalla there is a cat in our house. I was against with the idea but there was nothing that I can do and fortunately it was a baby kitten and she was 4 months old. I was mortified at first but then I started to love the little thing. I didn't know that I could love that much towards an animal ( cats specifically) . And yeah our cat died after Eid because she swallowed something. I was devastated but at the same time I know I wouldn't forget this kitty of ours. It brought laughter to us all. ( Lily we miss you so much, may you rest in peace).
iii) Moving on?
Ready to move on? Really?
This particular thing I'm still in the 50/50 sort of feeling but I guess I am. Its been more than a year and its gonna be 3 years or so and I'm proud of myself because I focused on things and met & lose some people along the way during my recovery of healing . Um .. I wasn't as interested in meeting a new guy let alone being with one but this has been a question for may be this few months that whether am I ready for this? Allah knows whether I'm ready or not but for now I feel like I'm ready but its just I haven't really found the one that yet to be with me. Yeah for sure I want someone to be there by my side along the way and having a solid long lasting relationship is my goal and it has been my goal but as we all know, it's never easy. It takes 2 people to make things work and not just 1.
iv) Maturity wise
Um honestly maturity wise , I've learned a lot and still learning. I've lost my best friend ( i think because he went A wall (a guy friend) ). Honestly losing a friend that you've known for almost 8 years is devastating. It was a lot to take in during my semester break but I put it all behind when the semester started because my work and my project are much important than anything else. It was worth it. For this semester I'm not sure because I just started my 2nd year.
Thus, being the oldest person in class make you realise that people around you would want to know more about you and they would closely look at everything you do and what you've decide on every important thing and I don't mind if I can guide them throughout the way because throughout those times I learned a lot and that sort of makes me aware of things and learned a bit about myself.
The weirdest thing about this is that manglishlife realise all of this when she was washing herself and she wonders whether all of you discovered something this year about yourself that you yourself didn't realise. Share it with her if you want too. She looks forward to it.
It's New Years Eve! and who knew this year would end quickly.
I hope This year has been one heck of a great year for you all and Happy New Year <3
Lets see what it is:-
i) Hijab = Free Hair
You might be curious on why I say this but I guess some hijabsters would understand. Everyone thinks wearing a Hijab is something that is simple because you don't have to worry about how our hair looks if we go outside but actually what they do not know is that we have to look presentable when we wear our hijab. Its like when you have a bad hair day, for us its like a BAD hijab day. For real I face this a lot this year and that is because I'm still new in this hijab things plus I'm the kind of person that likes to present things in the simplest way possible.
ii) Loving Animals
This does not include cockroaches or any bugs that is scary and DOGs, What I meant when i say this, I use to be scared of cats ( yes those cuddly little things ) because I don't know - may be it gave me some shock back when I was a little kid but what I do know I hate cats and am afraid of them.
BUT this year my sister decides that she wants a cat and our dad agrees with the idea.and wwoooaalla there is a cat in our house. I was against with the idea but there was nothing that I can do and fortunately it was a baby kitten and she was 4 months old. I was mortified at first but then I started to love the little thing. I didn't know that I could love that much towards an animal ( cats specifically) . And yeah our cat died after Eid because she swallowed something. I was devastated but at the same time I know I wouldn't forget this kitty of ours. It brought laughter to us all. ( Lily we miss you so much, may you rest in peace).
iii) Moving on?
Ready to move on? Really?
This particular thing I'm still in the 50/50 sort of feeling but I guess I am. Its been more than a year and its gonna be 3 years or so and I'm proud of myself because I focused on things and met & lose some people along the way during my recovery of healing . Um .. I wasn't as interested in meeting a new guy let alone being with one but this has been a question for may be this few months that whether am I ready for this? Allah knows whether I'm ready or not but for now I feel like I'm ready but its just I haven't really found the one that yet to be with me. Yeah for sure I want someone to be there by my side along the way and having a solid long lasting relationship is my goal and it has been my goal but as we all know, it's never easy. It takes 2 people to make things work and not just 1.
iv) Maturity wise
Um honestly maturity wise , I've learned a lot and still learning. I've lost my best friend ( i think because he went A wall (a guy friend) ). Honestly losing a friend that you've known for almost 8 years is devastating. It was a lot to take in during my semester break but I put it all behind when the semester started because my work and my project are much important than anything else. It was worth it. For this semester I'm not sure because I just started my 2nd year.
Thus, being the oldest person in class make you realise that people around you would want to know more about you and they would closely look at everything you do and what you've decide on every important thing and I don't mind if I can guide them throughout the way because throughout those times I learned a lot and that sort of makes me aware of things and learned a bit about myself.
The weirdest thing about this is that manglishlife realise all of this when she was washing herself and she wonders whether all of you discovered something this year about yourself that you yourself didn't realise. Share it with her if you want too. She looks forward to it.
It's New Years Eve! and who knew this year would end quickly.
I hope This year has been one heck of a great year for you all and Happy New Year <3
Thursday, November 27, 2014
Helplessly Romantic
Helplessly Romantic ..
I wonder sometimes on why do i have to be so romantic at times. Like why do I have to expect something sweet and romantic-ish from someone. Being a women that is like this is not really as fun as it expect to be because your expectation will be high towards someone. The expectation on how they'll make things sweet for you. But than again every girls dream is to have a sweet moment with their loved ones. Am I right? Hermmm
I wonder sometimes on why do i have to be so romantic at times. Like why do I have to expect something sweet and romantic-ish from someone. Being a women that is like this is not really as fun as it expect to be because your expectation will be high towards someone. The expectation on how they'll make things sweet for you. But than again every girls dream is to have a sweet moment with their loved ones. Am I right? Hermmm
Wednesday, November 26, 2014
Am I ready for this
Am I ready for this?
Am I ready to be back in the game?
Back in the Relationship World?
My last serious relationship was 2 years ago and after that I sort of stop thinking about being in a relationship. Its not that I've given up on finding the 'One' but rather I've been with him.
The last relationship that I had was with a guy that I truly love because he was my first love. He was the one that truly knows me (inside and out) and he accept it with an open heart. We both did nothing to make things work ( I mean there was no flirting involve) rather than just being such good friends. We gone through a lot of things together and even though our time together wasn't as long but the moments together was priceless. I didn't know that our relationship would end so quickly.
The first few stages when it ended, I wasn't myself emotionally and going through that period wasn't as fun. Losing someone that you love the most just hurts you in the most unexpected ways. That moment on I wasn't thinking on being with anyone rather than my family and my close friends..that is until now.
Being alone can be satisfying and it makes you feel better about yourself because there is no one that can criticize you on what you're doing and giving you such irrational comments; but this is the reality of life. No one is meant to be alone, including me and now the feeling of wanting someone there beside me is creeping in slowly. I can't help myself from thinking whether am I ready to be back in that stage.
I can be with someone but finding the one that can handle you physically and emotionally is different. I mean being with someone means that your going through all the hardships together for better nor for worse, and the question is whether are there any men out there that is willing to do that? At times I look back at the 2 gentleman that I respect and love the most and look at the guys surrounding me, I feel like there is no one that can understand me as much as those guys.
I do over think things and this is a particular topic that I don't want to over think but end up I did, What am I suppose to do now? Is it time to be with someone and see where it'll leads to or just wait until the right moment comes?
What do you think?
Am I ready to be back in the game?
Back in the Relationship World?
My last serious relationship was 2 years ago and after that I sort of stop thinking about being in a relationship. Its not that I've given up on finding the 'One' but rather I've been with him.
The last relationship that I had was with a guy that I truly love because he was my first love. He was the one that truly knows me (inside and out) and he accept it with an open heart. We both did nothing to make things work ( I mean there was no flirting involve) rather than just being such good friends. We gone through a lot of things together and even though our time together wasn't as long but the moments together was priceless. I didn't know that our relationship would end so quickly.
The first few stages when it ended, I wasn't myself emotionally and going through that period wasn't as fun. Losing someone that you love the most just hurts you in the most unexpected ways. That moment on I wasn't thinking on being with anyone rather than my family and my close friends..that is until now.
Being alone can be satisfying and it makes you feel better about yourself because there is no one that can criticize you on what you're doing and giving you such irrational comments; but this is the reality of life. No one is meant to be alone, including me and now the feeling of wanting someone there beside me is creeping in slowly. I can't help myself from thinking whether am I ready to be back in that stage.
I can be with someone but finding the one that can handle you physically and emotionally is different. I mean being with someone means that your going through all the hardships together for better nor for worse, and the question is whether are there any men out there that is willing to do that? At times I look back at the 2 gentleman that I respect and love the most and look at the guys surrounding me, I feel like there is no one that can understand me as much as those guys.
I do over think things and this is a particular topic that I don't want to over think but end up I did, What am I suppose to do now? Is it time to be with someone and see where it'll leads to or just wait until the right moment comes?
What do you think?
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